Sunday, August 8, 2010
It's been another horrible day. Horrible. Reagan was up all night last night. She didn't sleep a single wink. I was up with her half of the time and the other half she was in our bed, kicking, squirming, gagging and whacking me in the face. It was a horrible night...and a horrible day followed. The chorea/movements have been out of control and she's been vomiting, retching and choking all day long. Seriously...this is the worst nausea I think we've ever seen out of her. It's unrelenting and painful to watch. I've been in tears all day. I just can't take this anymore. I feel totally and completely helpless. I can't do anything to help her. If we could only get her to go to sleep, at least she'd have some sort of relief from the constant movements and nausea. We've considered taking her into the ER (I actually even have our bags packed), but we were in patient for an entire month last year because of her nausea and there wasn't a single medication they gave her that helped in the least. I just don't know what to do. I'm losing it right now. Prayers are desperately needed. Prayers for sleep and a stop to this nausea.